SIGH. SIGH.

SUCH A DISASTER ..

SUCH A HORRIBLE DAY..

I FEEL BAD.

HURT.

EMPTY.

LONELY.

DEPRESSED.

ps// so emo lah. haha.

JUST. ANOTHER. RANDOM. POST

It's the day. My school day, Saint Columba's Day. So, yeah. A assembly especially for the day was held. Just christian students are allowed to go because the the school was an Anglican School actually. The assembly goes on perfectly. I like it. After the assembly ended officially, we rest for 15 minutes, then gathered again in the hall for the.. Can be called preaching or better be called some message?.. They played the 'Heaven Is So Real by Choo Thomas'. It's my second time watching it. The first one was at the ISCF fellowship. I don't really remember the date. Hehe. When I watched it, I was just like, my eyes closed, opened, closed, opened :D the first time, I watched it, I was think it was so interesting. Yeah, it was though! The walks through the big white gate.. *dreaming* I wonder how it's really looks like. Hmm. Tomorrow. Mufti Day! A day for the Columbans not to wear the school official shirt. We can wear whatever we want, but not the sexy one. Haha. Yipee. But studies goes on like usual. :) Can bring camera wor. :D. Just to update my blog, I told you about this. haha. I can't wait to get my late present tomorrow. Delivering was to slow by them. blerk! I'm addicted with editing picture with photoshop. sigh. Anyways,

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY TO,
ELIZA

I. AM. STILL. IN. THE. WORLD

I am here again. I am still alive. I should not leave my blog dead. Sorry for the lost of myself from my blog here. For you, yes, you! Who are reading this, thanks very much for visiting my blog and thanks very much for your support. Especially, a million thanks to the one who always talk to me in my chatbox there.

So, here I am again. Eventhough I got no idea of what to post on my blog here, for you, my reader, i'll publish something out. My blog almost dead because it was so outdated.

Then, here, the story about the school..
Last Wednesday, our school are having Teacher's Day which was supposed to be celebrated on last 16th May. But the semester one exam has overtaking the day to appreciate the teachers care. From each class, 8 students are allowed to go, so, I was choosen, there are 4 girls and 4 boys. So, yeah. As usual, performance was on. The drama by the prefects-to-be was great. It was funny, and there were something for us to study about. And the senior band was great also. Sorry to say this, but I have to comment it this way. The dance on that day was really so horibble. Yucks! Talking about the senior band. I don't know whether you will believe me or not, someone who was sitting beside me cry reasonly. She was to obsessed looking at her ex on the stage, singing, smiling and the last song really touched about her and her ex life. Well, the song almost explained everything about their relationship, yeah? Anyways, she think the other way. She thought I dont realised that she was crying there. But, accidentally, I do realised, babe! She was wiping her tears of and she looks really moody that moment. I was just like(talk to myself), 'Come On! What should I do?' The boy was in-front singing, and she was sitting beside me, if I kinda look really care of her, the boy will suspect something. So, I made my decision by not to take any action on that time. 30 minutes after that, the assembly end. Yipee, we shouted! :D

And a little words about my life. Now, I miss my cousin, auntie and nephews. Very very much. My loves one. Why not, rite? What's wrong if I love and miss them? :D sigh. being so faithful to him really makes me feel so stupid! :( I miss him also. He was not my everything, he was just my dreams. A dream that will never come true. Never to become a reality. NEVER! :( sigh again. Talk about other things. My handphone. Broke down. Accidentally, it fall from my pocket. I was just like. NOOOOOO!!!! And now, it still can be used, but it was not that good as usual. I am hoping for a new one, now. I almost to forget to get a new handphone this year, but this things happen in my life, in reality, I can't change it anymore. I want to have the new one now. :(

Signing Out,
Christie-Kisstie

FAREWELL, MY DEAR

Having a very great time with the loves one this one whole weeks! And they've gone back to their hometown. Gonna miss them very much. I have to wait for 2 years again. They will come back once in two year. Okay ler. That's it. Just a very very short post. Lazy to type. My hands and fingers are painful now :(

THANKS. FOR. EVERYTHING. YOU'VE. DONE

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
to all the fathers around the world..

p.s: i got nothing to update my blog nowadays. :)

THAT'S. HER

Christie is a Gemini baby.

9 June, another historical day of mine. My birthday. Thanks, people, for every wish you've speak up to me. In sadness, happiness, dissapointed, boredness and etc., I've been through. I still can go through it all with a happy face. And I still enjoy my life. Life Is Short. =) Anyways, I want to enjoy my day. I dont want to cakap banyak-banyak. Hehe..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

SEMESTER. ONE. EXAM. HOLIDAYS. ENDS. HERE

MSN- TROUBLESHOOT! TROUBLESHOOT! TROUBLESHOOT!

It's the end of holiday. Holiday started on the 24th of May and ended now, on 8th June. Byebye, holiday and welcome back, my dear school!! I've been missing the school so much but not the noisy class. Arghh. Assembly, tomorrow. I hate it! For sure, it will be a very long assembly. 1 hours? Standing for 1 hour?@&@%^@&@%$&@&... I had my headache today. One day before my birthday? *sigh* I drank too much coffee this afternoon. Well, the coffee taste really nice. Hahaha. But, I am not supposed to drink more than 1 cup of coffee because I will got this headache problem. And yeah, my headache + the computer light = my eyes and head feel like want to blast off! Uh... Jill, you're the third one wishing me and that was before my birthday. Thanks for the wish anyways, dear. I want to know who is the first one to wish me tomorrow. Hoping it will someone who is very close to me. Whether it is my family or my bestfriends, or my close friends. =) Cheers! SCHOOL!! i'm coming to you!! When school starts, I feel like I want to go for holiday. When holiday start, I feel like I want to go to school and miss school very much. That is how the world goes around. Anyways, about my template, should I go on with this template? What is happening with MSN nowadays!??

DESPERATE. QUESTION

So, yea. The new blog template was up. What do you think? Is it nice? Give me some comments about the new template, please. If it is not beautiful, I still can change to the other green template that I've used before. Which one do you prefer?

GIVE ME COMMENTS ABOUT
MY NEW TEMPLATE.

I'M. STILL. WISHING.

I WANT DSLR Camera! I WANT! I WANT!
my new wish on my wishlist which is written anywhere I enter nowadays.

Today, I've gone to my auntie farm. My nephews was so fun to be there. My cousin ask them, which one is better? Disneyland or this farm is better? They say, this farm are much more better! And they say to their mum, ' Mummy! This is the best holiday!!!' Everyone was laughing when we hear that. Because there was a stream near the farm, and on the other side, was our farm. So, they go and swim in a pool nearby. They was so happy and kinda hoping not to go back anymore. Before that, we have a jog to a pond nearby also to give the fish some fish foods to eat. On the way back, I've took a lots of photos. For me, it was nice. But I don't have any idea, what will you guys say. I haven't got the photo yet from my auntie because I was using my auntie camera. Will update this blog soon regarding to the pictures i've taken. =) . I'm going for jungle trekking tomorrow!~ HOORAYY!! I LOVE JUNGLE TREKKING!..

Signing Out,
Christie-Kisstie

EVERYTHING. IS. CHANGING

HOORAY!! My cousin and her family finally arrive Malaysia in a very save ways! My mum, my dad and I go to the airport to pick them up. LOL!~ When we arrived the airport, they wait for us already. We rushed mah, suddenly when we arrive aroung the petrol station, traffic jam!! MINYAK NAIK! *sigh* A very big issue, nowadays lar.. Back to the point, when we arrive there, nothing else lor, we hugged each other since 3 years we all haven't meet each other. Was too excited to meet them! At last, so happy to see their cutie little boy, Joshua!! So cuteeeee, you know!! Ish.. I feel like want to pinch his cheek! :D And the second son, Paul,last time, used to be very naughty, but now so quiet leh. Or maybe he is tired, so no mood to play around. Paul, paul. And their big son, Jeremiah, MIAH!! you are taller than me ler. Hahaha. I still can bully you leh. Jeremiah voice, zomgoshh. So different! Much more different. After sending them home, we chit-chat at the house lah.. Hey yo! Was so so happy! I got two new handbags, 1 blouse and something really looks great!!!!!! Thanks cousins! No wonder I love you all very much :D

Soon, after chit-chat, my mum and I go to the petrol station, I was just like.. 'Mum! What is this!?' But I didn't speak anything out. The jam was so long. Guess what!? We wait for 1 and a half hour. *sigh* Luckily, nobody push-out honks, I feel so peaceful.. So sleepy in the car. I decided to camwhore, but sadly the place, the street light, is not bright enough. So, I sit in the car, dreaming around, looking at people's car. Really, really make me want to go jump in the drain. BORED!! send me homeeeeeee!! :D Thanks God, at 11.30, we managed to fill up the car tanks. Then, we go back lor. I directly go online until now. :D Anyways, anyone realised everything rise up? How to live leh? *sigh again*

Signing off,
Christie-Kisstie

ECHOES. OF. SADNESS

Signing out,
Christie-Kisstie

TELL. ME. REASONLY

I've deleted the post before this... For some reasons.

Today, I visited a lot of blogs. I found Wendy's blog is pretty well-design by her alone. I really love the designs and the post designs. Her blog looks gorgeous! aherm.. Don't play, play wor~ She got her FanSee Club! And the president is Charles Key @ Ah Huat. Lol! The point is talking about Wendy ler. Anyways, she design her blog using photoshop! I should really spend my time with photoshop already to find out how Wendy do that. haha. Wendy should be really shocked if she read this post. Ok. Let's hear somes songs just to have a 'fresh' day.

When Will I See Your Face Again by Jamie Scott & The Town

Here I am, everyday, since you said, you'd come again
But it's not fair, 'cause you're not here
I wait in vain but nothing has changed
I'm a flower soaking in the rain
If I could wish one thing, I'd hear you call my name

So when will I see your face again
When will you touch my life again
When will I breathe you in again
I think I love you
Will I see your face again

Little things, like the way
She looked at me a certain kind of way
Tell me girl, where are you now
Because I don't know how much longer I can wait
I'm a dreamer waiting for the sun
When you call my name I know my life's begun
Tell me girl

When will I see your face again
When will you touch my life again
When will I breathe you in again
I think i love you
Will I see your face again

You know that all my life I've been waiting
Waiting for someone, someone like you to love me
You can't come by like an angel into my life
And then fly away
Fly away

When will I see your face again
I've only seen you once my love
When will you touch my life again
I want to see you twice my love

When will I breathe you in again
I think I love you
When will I see your face again my friend
I think I love you
Love love love you

TIMES.FLIES.

I realised, it's JUNE 2008!! It's the middle month of the year. Times flies so fast. I have no idea what am I doing right here now. 6 months to go, the year of 2008 will end and 2009 will come. Someone, please create the 'Back To The Future' machine as fast as you can. hehe. Now, I am not sure what I am doing, what I should do, I'm totally lost. I'm totally confused. I totally feel empty. What is this? Is this the real me? *slaps!* Someone, please make me awake from this stupid world reality dream. 24- hours passed just like that. When you worked out something you wanted to do, while you are doing it, starting from the sun rise, soon, the sky will be darker. Believe this.. You realised it? Times is going really fast nowadays. Hey, what is this? What have I've been through till I become like this!? I really need someone to wake me up!!

I always think of this situation when I am in my day-dreaming mood. =) Some of you may say, day-dreaming waste plenty of your times. Well, that's what I currently think too. In many ways, I usually have my day-dreaming on my free time. c'mon lah! Who doesnt?Everyone does that! One day, I was sitting in my room, reading a novel, my mind suddenly come out with something really weird. So, yea. It was about why the times flies so fast. I suddenly remember the God's word, I am coming soon. As people says, we are not going to live in the world forever. It's absolutely true. Our real home is in the Heaven. In whatever ways, you must surely decide, whether to love the world more or the Heavenly Father more.It's a very easy question to answer..

WORLD vs GOD

*Think carefully.
*Think wisely.
*Think a reason. Pick a reason.
*Speak your answer out. Whether you choose, WORLD or GOD first?

The world are now so terible. Meaning to say that, it is really true. Everyone around us. You realised something? They are so world-lover. Maybe not you, your family.. Or maybe, it is one of your friend. Wearing all this gothic style. Gothic style.. It looks so disgusting. Honestly. Some of the girls, wearing shirts in a very sexy way. Using mini-skirts. erkk. What is this? Not enough clothes to wear? The malays says,' Tak cukup kain,ke? 'So, then, think wisely! Decide your answer today. You always can do it. This is not the end yet. Make a different in your life. Start from now on, that's it .. What I can say is, No Love Greater than His Love. Because God loves is first, He wants us to go back to Him and be very faithful to Him..

HAPPY GAWAI
to those who are celebrating it. =)

Signing Out,
Christie-Kisstie